Semester 2 in UK

Dear world,

I have the special feeling to drop by here on my first day of semester 2 hehe..

It is my third post, the 5th month since i came to UK Nottingham. I miss home, i miss my dad,mummy,my two little bro, my grandpa grandma relatives and of coz my dearie in semenyih.

What have i done for these 4-5 months in UK?? i traveled to few countries during my winter vacation where few places left me the good memories with beautiful scenes like Switzerland, good and cheap food in Prague, Paris which i always wanted to go since i came across with Eiffel Tower etc My last destination was Iceland where i met my first snowing in my entire life. It sounds fun to you huh :P You cant believe how i survive through a straight 15 days of travelling. It aint fun, it's actually torturing haha.

I'm checking for flight ticket to go back to my home(malaysia) recently. I cant wait to fly home in mid of June. I m actually hoping my dearie to pick me up in the airport but not sure will he do that since he is staying far away >.<

Lets talk abit about me and my dearie. I rely on him alot especially the first dew months here, and literally make him feel suffocated @.@ sori.

We miss each other alot , i ask myself to stay strong, what keeps me strong is the mentally missing of my dearie in my heart and of coz his words/caring for me.

He is the president of IChemE in my university, he is awesome isnt ?? :) There are disadvantages too. The girls eye on him but he will never reject them :( He is better in rejecting me than other people,idk why, it is kinda disappointed sometimes.

It becomes better recently when his semester break starts, maybe the only time when he will care and think about me is when he doesnt meet his friends and study. i hope this still lasts when his semester starts, i hope..

I know he is kinda close with my female friend, she is pretty,cute,smart,matured,sexy and he says he clicks with her, Haih, that's y i get jealous very easily . But i know i need to be confident to myself. I have the potential to be prettier and sexier.Everyone is special in his/her own way. :)


He will be having a prom night partner in April and will be going for the script concert with his ex-crush. I need to have a BIG heart. I cant do anything beside accepting. A matured relationship requires trust. :)

Another 5 months to fly home. Wait for me.If you are willing to....