hey overseas

where will i be today during this time of the next year....
where will be my awesome friends in mckl...=(
i m sure that a group of them will be in overseas like US ,UK...(most popular choices in mckl)
i m gonna miss them so much....=D
i am restricted by my mum in choosing only Asian countries like HK,Singapore n of course better staying in malaysia.
u know....sometimes i feel happy + envy when i see my same-age-friends posting the photos of their study life in oversea...i know i wanted to go out to explore so much n try new things..it came up deeply from my heart core..i know it...but i am always doubting of myself whether can i cope the new life in foreign places...due to different cultures , different study style (used to spoon-feeding study system in mlysia,LOL),and the invisible stress and tensions....that's what my mum discussed with me..
she said i should feel appreciate that i have the chance of studying in mckl,(yea,i really glad that i entered mckl,*applaud*=D)...


ermmm.....i will work harder in order to get financial aid like scholarships ....i did not work hard for SPM ..although i get 10 A's  ,i m only qualified for low % of scholarships..i do not want to have this regret anymore...i have spent too much from my parents...uhhhh @.@....


ermmm......+u....=)